The sea is poison

I’m just a little piece of the sea
Like dad I stretch out and groan deep
And there is not a thing beneath me.
And you’re right, this water’s really salty.

I move, I’m still, I drown your sorrows
But I’m still in the same place tomorrow.
I do so much and still remain
Within the same blue shivering frame.

And finally, i couldn’t bear the weight any longer
I landed on your sandy surface,
Planting my pains and making you stronger
And it felt really good.

I didn’t know I’d stay so long,
Your flora wilt and dead.
So sorry but my dear, you’re wrong
You said stay. You made your bed.

And laying in it’s what I do
So here I am right next to you-
Ungraspable and cold,
Learning how to hold.

Feethy

Feethy

Groggy

Groggy

I love this miserable pooch

I love this miserable pooch

Peeking.

Peeking.

Just turned down a party invitation on the basis that someone would likely be there (when really I had no idea how likely it would be). Came so close to going too. Wonder what would have become of that.

I want Henry back

i can’t put myself at risk. i can’t put myself back with the people i used to be with. i left that behind for a reason. i have enough bullshit ass “reasons to use” i pull out of my ass in bouts of depression, i really can’t compromise myself. i’ve learned to treat myself good; i learned the hard way that no one can have my back but myself. i am responsible for all my mistakes, i pay for them all in the end. and i think i’m smarter than to let myself pay the same dept twice. 

we’ll meet again someday. but it’ll be the day i’m ready. till then, grow, as i will be also.

oh.

and don’t be a pussy. 

“Anyways…stop being sad. Cuz it’s sunny.”

My turn!!!

“Anyways…take a few inches off ur head/face. Cuz it’s sunny”

Werkin so hard. It iz dop to werk so much but lyke, it suuuuux wen itz so sunny out errday wahhhhhhhh

pavloving:

if i was your boyfriend i’d never let you go

I can take you places you ain’t never been before

LOL. Swag on u.

(Source: deadcops, via burningpaperheart)

Ya

Ya

(via cherrytooth)

Sitting on my porch having a smoke
Staring at a wormie on the pavement
It moves surprisingly quick
I wonder why it’s not as afraid as I am
Of being alone
Out here.

Haven’t been here in a while. NOW WHERE MY DEALER AT

Haven’t been here in a while. NOW WHERE MY DEALER AT